had my shooting ytd..but i dont hv tt much fun..cause i was kinda sad..



cried the whole nyte thinking of his conditions..



smsed hym ytd..told hym how i felt..



well today 2 mth anni..



this is wad i told hym...



"i guess i shld tell u this now instead of tmr. since u told me tt u have HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE, i started to worried about u. bt tts nt the onlie thing. since den, ive been waiting for ur calls. i knoe i shldnt wait. bt now u dah jarang call me at de usual tyme: 10+. u knoe wad? i really miss u tau. i guess uve read my blog and know how i felt. i dont ask u to call me or msg me every now and than. bt at least call me at our usual tyme. if cnnt call during tt tyme, gv me a miss call or msg me and i will call u. when uve read this, dont think too much of it and worry bout it. i still care for u and love u..really i am. and now ure werking i guess u'll be busy. msg me when ure having ur break to at least knoe tt ure find at werk.take care of urself during ur werking hours. rmb, dont tired urself. take care:) and one more thing go for ur 3rd check up. dont post phone it again.:).. "


and this what he replied me..

"my dear! im sorry if i did tt to u..im sorry!!okay... im totally wrong to u and i did many things that hurt you...later at nite i try to call u and tell u the truth okay.. im really sorry isty:( "


i was lyke fucking sad..!