okay.

no need some hello here.
yesterday was like wtf! day for me. seriously! i don't know what to do. i was shocked. terperanjat giler babi!.

thanks eh girl. bikin citer. thanks alot. i thought you are some girls that i can trust on, but no. when i hear his side story then i rmb who you really are. cause whatever happened to you and my friend, fai, is all in the past. and mmg patot pon ko kene cmpk. thanks alot for making up story about muji too.thanks alot! sorry to susie for shouting at you. cause i tgh hot.

to you, ( you should know, who you are), i am really sorry to what had happened! i am. i dont know what ive been doing. i dont know why i trust her. i dont know why i asked her alot of things that i shouldnt ask. i dont know, i dont know. for what i know and i care is that, i only love you. when you look into my eyes when we were talking, i realized you're really care for me and i know whatever you've said is true and i have to trust you. i know you're love me and mean what you've said to me. i know. i know i shouldnt be so stupid to believe her. i know i'm wrong. i know you've forgiven me. but i want to know if we're still just like who we are before all this happen. i hope you dont run away from me. cause i know you love me and i too love you. whatever happens yesterday is the past for me. and its the past for you.when i went drinking, i told my friends not to stop me to drink till i drop cause they know what had happened. but when i started drinking, i rmb what you've told me. "yes you can drink, but you have to rmb to take care of yourself. cause what if some one done something to you, and i dont want you to regret and i dont want myself to regret, cause when im not there with you to take care of you, i will regret if something went wrong" that is what you told me and i rmb it well enough. that is why i didnt drink alot yesterday even though my friends wants me to. i love you and i always do. i'm sorry dear! i am.

i know you sometimes visit my blog. when you do, read it. i mean what i said.

i love you and i always do.