Monday, July 13, 2009 # Monday, July 13, 2009
blank!
i went blank today and yesterday!
went to civic centre to give tuition to ana with aishah love.
gave him a msg to meet up but eventually, it turns out diff.
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TO YOU,
i haven't been meeting you for so long. and when i heard your voice once again, i wanted to cry cause i know i can't forget you. i am really comfortable with you and you're the guy that i can really trust on. you've said a lot of sentences that made me change my mind on guys nowadays. but now, you're doing it. you told me you're busy with school works an i can understand that cause i, myself busy with my assignments and my final year project. BUT at least i didn't get myself into going MIA for so long. but can't you just don't make me feel hanging. i'm feeling hanging right now. confused. it makes me feel that i did something wrong that until it makes you MIA for so long. i was wondering what did i do to you that until you leave me hanging. hanging! and i know that, you know i cant forget you. i am trying to forget you. but eventually, i cant. i don't know why. help me by doing this. lets have a talk over this. cause if you think you've been treating me like a friend and wanting me to become a friend, tell me. don't leave me hanging you know. don't leave me in this kind of wondering state....
right now i'm still doing my paper works for my pitching. one by one asking for help. when is mine going to end.? its okay. what a friend for kn?
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to aishah love,
i am really sorry to whatever happens to you. i know i've done it twice. and i really regret it a lot. i know that you;re a kind of friend that i would love to have. and i know i that i shouldn't have done it. i seek forgiveness from. and i swear. i meant my word love, i swear i wouldn't want to do it again. swear. if i ever break this promise again , just do whatever you want cause i know i deserved it. overall love, i'll treasure this friendship that we've build for 8 years. and i know you're the one and only friend that i can trust on, depend on and rely on.
overall, I LOVE YOU!PS: I WON'T BE USING THE 92211... i have another number. so, if you, friends that doesn't have my contact number in the first place and if inever text you my new number please la, tag me. and i give you personally or email me would be better.=)C H E E R S!
