it's just for awhile. how sad could that be?

i wanted the old time. i wanted all. i wanted to spent time with you for as long as i can take it. but for almost a week, i seen you for like a day. and that's like for a few hours. i want you more. badly. how sad could that be?

i miss you badly. do you know how much i missed you dear. uncountable times. really i can't count it at all. at times i felt jealous. (okay wth!) i felt jealous at how my best friend treated her bf. but like whatever for? cause i know i love you. and you too love me. (: ahh, that's the bright side of it.

baby, i love you badly and that's the reason why i can't barely see us leaving each other. i'm so sorry at times if i let you feel that i'm unreasonable sometimes. make you angry, make you worried. make you whatever things that can make you mad. i cried at times, cause i love you.

i can't go to sleep now. cause i can't stop thinking of you. and that will never be end. i will always think about you. i always remember that you'll be by my side whenever i needed someone the most. and you always be with me. will always be baby. will always be. ((:

meet up again. and i want to spent a longer time with you. much more longer. but, to think about it, i've run out of excuses. excuses to escape from these people at home. cause i don't think they trust me anymore.
i love you deeply dear. real deep.

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ah fuck! i felt like vomiting! cb!.
hugs dear. i love you!<3