Thursday, April 01, 2010 # Thursday, April 01, 2010
I SWEARED
♥♥ BABY,
i swear that whatever happens between me and my family, its not because of you. i swear. don't worry/ think about it. cause it will never be about you. you're a good guy. and my family loves you too. they like you. even til my last aunt. they sometimes asked about why you never come home these few days and all. and i always said that you're at home or having rugby training. to kill time, i went to work. to escape from the stupid nonsenses at home, i think about you. if anything that makes me sad or something got to do with you, i'll definitely tell you. you know me, i can't keep secrets from you.
every single day without fail, i always think about you. i try to find my time to call you. i text-ed you every single minute. i always know that you're around me when we never meet each other for this long. its been almost a week i never seen your face ( for real). but for that almost a week i never seen you, i always saw you with me. your name remind me of you, your passport photo that's with me remind me of you, your phone number reminds me of you, your msgs reminds me of you, your call records from my phone reminds me of you and of course you your i touch too.
my normal routine (even though you never asked me to do) from morning till the end of the day always makes me realised that i have you. everything that you've done for me, it's still in my head. i still remember when and where and what we doing on the day we first met.((: that first meet up is always in my head.
so baby, don't think anything negative okay. remember what i said. if i said, i'm fine means i'm fine. if i said nothing when i asked you any questions or i never tell you what i'm doing the next thing or day, its means i got surprises for you.
i miss your silly faces that you made when each time i do something senseless ((: i miss your smile. i miss your bleeding teeth (wth! i know) i miss those songs that you sing incorrectly. overall I MISS YOU BADLY.
let's meet up soon. and i can't wait to give you something on the 2nd of april. baby, i just hope you like it if it doesn't look, sounds, taste nice. (it's a surprise remember. i can't tell you what exactly it is.)
Muhd Nabil Thaqif Bin Yaakob,
