i am so bored sitting at home. with nothing to do. the only thing that i can do is that, do some housework. which is like i am so totally like whatever! that is not part of my in my things to do list!

i went to work like normal. working in hotel was like a bit shitty!. i got no mood to talk to anyone. but the 3 supervisors and one of the greatest manager, gwen, light up my day. they disturbed me by talking nonsenses with me. i do the VIP table. and there they are disturbing me while i was serving the guests. -.-. thanks(:

after work, i promised sarah. i went clubbing with her. to powerhouse. tempat tk perlu. i swear tempat mcm tk perlu. i bumped into adam. he put me and sarah in his guest list. thanks. so we don't have to line up. the queue is so long. bumped into TH, and talk as usual. me and sarah find it boring for the first 2 hours. like wth. sarah was high. and she asked me to accompany her to the podium to dance. and i did. i wasn't myself on that day. i wore mask. i hide all the boring-ness and the sadness in me. i put on fake smile. sarah knows how i feel. she just wants me to shake all off and asked me to enjoy. and i did for awhile. our fun was spoil. thanks to this pathetic guy who keep on stalking sarah where ever she goes. this guy is her friend. but he's drunk! and starts to talk nonsenses and all. he talked to me, i shoo him off. i don't talk to people who can't behave themselves. -.-! we went off at 245. took cab with sarah and ken. (one of sarah's close friends). he took care of both of us. and i thank him. he was the one who asked me to grab sarah away from that pathetic guy.

sarah, i won't go again if he still acts that way. i wouldn't want to see his face anymore. pathetic.

baby coming home tmr night. i can't wait to see his face. even though he's coming back tmr, i have to wait for another day.

i miss him a lot. now i know how it feels when the boyfriends of all my girlfriends went to NS. and yeah this is how you feel. you feel utterly boring. you feel like you nothing to do. you misses him so badly that you can just pick a fight. which i don't! you feel like making yourselves so busy that until you don't want to talk to anybody except your own boyfriend. cause its like so long you never hear his voices and all. and the only thing you can do is open up your inbox and read his text msgs that he sent a lot of times. i did that for the straight 7 going 8 days of not meeting him. everyday i checked my phone for his msgs. every morning i wake up the first thing i do is to check my phone if i received his text. if not, i text him non-stop even though he can't text you back that much.

i'm sorry i didn't text you the whole day the other time. i am so sorry. :( i waited for yours. and you waited for mine. i am so sorry. * now i feel like crying!* shit!

i feel so restless for this whole straights days of not meeting you. see how badly i miss you.

i need a rest. never in my entire life i slept a lot of time in one day. i woke up real late. i slept real late. just to make the time past fast i did all that. i played games. but the games are like too boring for me already. i went online. but its boring for me too. all i want is just you my dear. just you!. you're my game, you're my precious one, you're the person that i can have fun with, joke around with, talk to and more. you're the only one.

come back fast. faster! i miss you. :'(