well..its over now..

he said this to me on our 2 mth..(180308)

"isty, zambri wanna sae something.and i couldnt sae it thru phone cause its hard for me to sae this out. and please, dun be sad or scold me. i knoe these days i always nvr give u my full attn..i failed to be a gd bf to you..i dunno if i could make u happy again..but i think its really too early for me to hjv a relationship wif you.. i know i kept saying when? for you to say YES..bt don think diff k..i like you and love you.thats y i kept asking..and i dunno if we cld see each other again.. okay..honestly, i have to ask u this. can we just be frens for now? you know that love needs full sacrifice and sincerity..i need to really3 think that i really2 like you and love u.im sorry isty..=("

and this is wad i reply hym,

"i knew it aniwae. NO wonder i felt uneasy. and u told me onlie todae and NOW!..why didnt u tell me frm the start? and it reallie made me..i dunno la. i wont b angry bt im sad.uve made me cried. frm de beginning i knew this thing will happen even though we said this thing wont happen. ya sure we'll be frens. and ya i do like u and love you too. its okay.yeap love really needs alot of sacrifices. bt jus letting u knoe, u made me felt to accept guys back. yeap satays as frens. so i guess theres no more 180108.and de dae i want to spent tyme wif you on de 7th april is gone.nvm, i understand and accept it aniwae. always rmb the happy thots wif u. TC and dont tired urself when werking. make sure u go for ur 3rd check up. dont postphone it.and i guess i hear ur voice for the last tyme like i guess jus now? ani probs u can alwaes tell me. im alwaes readie to hear it and help you. TC aites.:) dont worry im nt angry bt still love you..frens?:)"

i cry and cry and cry..

i'll wait!