everytime when i receive a call.. i always thought is you..bt nvr..since the incident over at sentosa, you nvr call me up. but we did sms each other.

i miss you alot la..!

i missed the hugs that you gave me during our class chalet..the song tt u sang it to me when u played the guitar during our class chalet..the way you put the blanket over me when im cold.

i missed the hugs when each tyme i cry..the advice, the smile and the laughter.

you gv me the nt happy smiles when the guys asked me to do something stupid during the wrap party. i saw ur expression. and i didnt do it..you asked me not to drink but i drank. you told me just to take one shot for tt night but tt wasnt my one cup it was my 3rd cup. i drank 2 cup in the afternoon..it's 'R's.
sorry.

i missed the hugs during the sentosa wrap party..the smiles and the laughter too..and ya we held each other hands when we were hugging..we hugged when we were walking..tt night i was worried and scared of khaliq's conditions..i cry and cry and cry..u hug me till i stop crying..tt was the tight hug i ever get frm you..you put your hand on my hand to like comfort me.

my head hurts tt night and you came rushing to me and asked me to be with you..but i nvr..i stayed where i am and i nvr moved..and u came to me and pull my hand and hug me and we walk..you held my hand where i put on my head. you told me nt to look up..just look down..ur hand control my head..in order nt to let my head to tilt upwards. i held ur shirt tight. i nvr want to let it go cause i know tt night somethings gonna happen to me..

u asked me to sit down and i did..i start to banged my head with my hands and on the wall..it hurts alot..u asked me to stop..but i nvr..i was in pain and i didnt concentrate much to you. 'Z' came to me and hugged me. i screamed at hym. u looked at me when im in pain..i screamed cause im in pain..my head was in pain really fucking pain. den im okay. you looked at me and gv the ok signal and i smiled and u gv me the cutest smile ever. and i laugh. i sat beside you. and cooled down..something want to come out from my throat and u saw the expression on my face. i ran to one corner and u followed. u cooled me down when i was vomitting and u asked fuad to take me to toilet and i said NO. you asked if im okay and ya i said im okay.

till tt night i started to miss you when you're gone from my sight.

since den i nvr receive any calls or sms by you. i was worried when i get to know you're sick and i smsed you bt you nvr reply. i guess you're resting.

friday, we smsed. asking each other where we were and getting worried. i ran away frm home and i didnt tell you why. u aksed me twice where am i as i nvr told you where for the first sms. and den u asked if im alone. and i said no.

i really miss you alot. now sch is re-opening. im gonna see your face, smiles, hear ur laughter and ya the scoldings too..im prepared.!. gonna have our hugs each time before we go our seperate ways after sch.

i miss you!.
i really miss you!.
really i am!.