Monday, September 29, 2008 # Monday, September 29, 2008
damn it!
hello!
i wasnt in the good mood for like the whole week. eventhough i laugh alot, bt i dont enjoy it much. i dunno why.
firstly, i fell down. slipped. landed on my knee. and it wasnt pain at all until i try to bend it. so i just kept quiet and treat it as a small cut or something, but it getting worse. i cant take a look at it as i'm wearing my skinnies which is so difficult to fold up and i dont have the time to rest and go to the toilet as shoots is still on. secondly, i bend down near the C-stand. when i got up, bang it hits my head hard!. everyone saw it and asked me to be careful. i was like wtf!. thirdly, i was about to be hit by a car. luckily beng huat was there and shout at me to watch out!. i was a bit dizzy that day, so i just walk without looking my left and right for cars.
before this, i met alot of accidents in beng huat truck. first, head being hit by the tracks. den my neck being hit by the tracks. den hit again by the tracks. den the swit monitor fly to my face. all this happened when the truck is being turn to the left or right and went to bumpy road. ouch!
i'm still in pain. now, i guess my thinking is still slower and my memory of remember things is kinda low. i always forgot some stuff. and try to rmb back things, my head kinda dizzy.
everything that i do is all wrong. i dunno why. i guess im nt good in planning. i know its excuses. bt i dunno why. everything is all wrong. what i planned is all sucks!. 28 sept supposed to have POSTMAN's shoot. but it was cancelled due to khaliq being hospitalized. the doctor doesnt allow him to get out to anywhere. and he have to stay at home. i sent a msg to everyone saying that i have to cancel it. and i gave the reasons. bt wasnt appreciated by one. i was pissed off. i was like wtf you want. and sending me all the craps smses. tell you what, soon i'm gonna get out of the production. i'm taking a rest. i'm helping bro. for genggam, i will nt be there to help you as you're the art director. cope it yourself men!. i'll be doing POSTMAN shoot.
for your featured film: perkataan cinta, im not so sure to help you or not. bt i guess i wont. i want to stay in sch and study. and study and study. oh well, im gonna be year 2 soon. if i want to be in competition den i'll find ppl. bt a big THANK YOU to you la. for guiding me. thanks!. i do appreciate it alot. i do.!
after i graduate frm this course, i will go to poly for film, sound and media. or maybe going for arts!. actually i'm interested in arts instead of filming and stuffs. bt too bad, i changed my mind and want to try new things. and here i am! im in fim industry, and im stucked to it. after poly, go to uni and take under the same course or different. i'll definitly stick to arts. photography? i'll see first.
ok thats me! ive made my plans and i want to work it out. for my shoots. i'll send to everyone at email. taadaa!. i ust have the confidence for it!.
ok. bye!
