happy birthday to fizah my dear and timothy low!.

turn 17 ytd for fizah and turned 17 fo timothy today.

ytd went out to meet nurul love, bro and kodel to bugis. do paperworks, print out poster and dvd cover. went for ljs for lunch and was fulled.
saw adam, rin and the juniors there. adam told me that ivan is coming to fizah's picninc later on. and i was like omg! serious? hahahs! i was happy la!. woo hoo!. i was like fucking miss him. aww!.

after that went to fizah's birthday picnic which happened at night. bro accompanied me the whole night there. thank you! ily so much bro! hahahs. best bro i ever had!. lols. went there and i was like , where ivan!? hahahs. i miss this brother of mine. we had that bro and sis thingy when we were still in sec1. hhahahs, so the relationship with him is long. and i saw him. hmm, his teeth is becoming straighter. much better then last time. he becoming more handsome. i admit he is. cute as ever. lols. hahahs. held hands, he asked for it. lols was like i nvr been felt that way with him for like so long. fucking miss the old days. he talk craps with bro. well, pri sch friends. alot of histories that they want to rmb back. hahahs, cute!. both bro that i loved, is talking!. aww!. lols!.

then the whole groups of chinese guys went to bk ohave dinner. it thought they went to buy ciggs. bt nvr. they came back few hours later. ivan still acting cute. asked for a hug from me iand i was like no. hahahs, i shld say yes. i miss my bro!. ahh!!!!!. siao liao la!. omg omg omg! night becaming darker and darker, he went off. played this handshake thing with him. -_-". hahahs, was like telling him that i misses him. i said "i miss you!" alot of times la. that fucking sentences just came out from my mouth w/o thinking. lols. and he as like " huh? missed me? hahahs.!" and he starts to act cute. lols. he gave me his wide big smile that he for like sooooo long nvr gave it to me!. ahhh!!!. i miss the old fucking day! i want to go back to the old days. hahahs.

i guess, i wont! cause now, i have my another bro, well, i guess he's great. it just that he gt to have his confidence. no more looking down at yourself. just rm that your sis her that you have known since sec 2, is always here uh. what ever problems, just tell me. (which you did) bt is just that you gt to be strong sometimes. no more looking down at yourself. be more confidence in what you are doing now. bt dont be too over confidence uh. have the trust and belive in yourself that, you're nt bad in anything. everyone is not perfect. everyone needs practice too. no one born with a special powers of handling the equipments and stuffs. its just that they're using their mind to think and visualisation. with all that, it can helps. serious, trust me.=) with any rpobs that you think that is hard for you to forget or need some one that you a comfortable to talk to, just come to me, and i'll listen. i do admit that sometimes i'm being sarcastic, bt just that, i want to wake you up that no one is perfect at all. bt still ily as my bro. =) peace!. if you think i do that to you its just being sarcastic and nt treating you well, oh, you're wrong, its my style to wake ppl up. so i guess, you're used to it huh? hahahs. okay.

if you read this, so sorry. bt still ily as my bro!.=) huggs!

okay, to nurul, ily and imy! to dan, thanks for coming ytd! imy!, to bro, ily and imy! just dont take things easy, suffer first than rest.=)

HUGGS!