to veron, im so sorry i cant make it to ur gig..something happened at home..it just spoilt my mood. so sorry..next tyme i go any gig with u la..=D


hahahs..my mum just know i smoked!..

lols..i was searching for my ez link card in my bag..she was beside me..and she saw my cigs box..

-all conversation is in mly and some eng..bt i just put it in eng.

she said: " whats tt? cigs box? you smoke?"

i said: " alamak! you know already. ya."

she smiled and laugh.

i said: " at least i dont smoked in front of you and ya im nt tt heavy smoker."

she said: " dont you smoke too much. dont be a heavy smoker.."

i said: " ya i know..ytd i nvr smoked..ytd ytd i nvr. ytd ytd ytd i olso nvr. this one my new pack sey. i can tahan."

she said: " ya i know you can. just dont smoke too much and ya dont let your pa see this. if nt he gonna say i teach you all this."

i said: " ya i wont. no worries.. i olso dont want hym to know."

-ends with a laughter and smiles.-

gerek per..ahahs..at least i can like rest in peace sial..(eh the sentence sounds and looks wrong..fucking wrong)

correct way.." at least i can like relax when she saw i smoked. so tt i wont be so kan chiong."

ahh tt one is correct..

having wrap party on sunday and class gathering on monday..same place..sentosa sey..hahahs..so i guess i will be overnyte there with the others..gonna hv fun there and ya throw all my angers there too.
gonna drink? nope i guess..aidil is there to like keep track of me..ughh!..he gave me the fucking scoldings la..same goes to hym..i control his smokings..and he did the same thing to me..ouh well i promised i didnt take it animore..

kay gtg..nights ppl..

2 of my bro dont think too much la..


well hello.

just woke up frm sleeping!..

wth didnt expect to like sleep like tt..since thursday..continue til fri den continue til today..fuck sial..mcm anak babi..lols..

gonna hv briefing on this coming monday..den on the 20th fight scene same place at aliwal street..den on 23rd at lake side fina's house..omg gonna sleep over there like hell!..hahahs..

damn fucking tired..today the crew are going to johor for slacking den have lunch and den find some stuff for shoots..i guess the contra bands cigs..hahahs..=)

ouh well..gonna continue my sleep soon..omg!..serious shit fucking tired..!






ok..here im typing my whole 3 days over at the production..having short fim tt i posted b4..hahahs..and guess wad..my body is still sticky sial..havent take any shower yet..at all..chill uh..elek..but eyes sleepy la kan..

1st day shoot- lake side(call tyme 10)

the call tyme for tt day is actually at 8.30 uh..but too early la sial for art dept to come..so mar frm 2nd year said tt we come at 10..cause she's the art director kn..so we said ok la..but me, nurul, yati and fina suggest tt we come at the original tyme..which is at 8.30 uh..only 4 of us..the shoot took place at fina's place which is at lake side..kimak!..jauh per!..hahahs..reached there at 9..yati came early and was waiting for me at the bus stop..buy a pack of cigs and go..nurul came half an hour later..we were there packing up and ya..ate breakfast..but the nice part uh..jamming at fina's room..gerek per!...paramore songs came out frm us..lols..all 4 vocal..fina played the guitar..!.cool!..i was so damn fucking tired uh..so we like decided to like sleep.and ya sleep till mar and the other of art dept members come..when they came..we start working and ya turned the palce upside down like rumah tk de kasih sayang nye case..all done..art dept is ready..ouh well while waiting for the other crews to come, we like jamming in the room..hahahs..after tt lepak..sleep..smoke non-stop..whole day la siol..pack of cigs tk pernah abes..like mcm one pack can finish up the whole night till morning, den need to buy one more and its still the same..den need to buy one more..more more more..like tt day i think i buy 2 pack uh..Next Chill cigs was like in the morning till night like abt 1 or 2 am...den on the same day..buy again same pack..cibai la sial..no cigs on the set like no life sial..the whole shoot ends at 5 plus going 6..hahahs..pack up all stuffs and ya wait for awhile..lols..me, nurul and yati sleep till 8 am..tired like fuck la sial..was running around the house..i was like busy making the FX for syed azmir..cool kaper!.fizah nizam was there too..both of them like disturbing each other and we were like talking to them and ya they shared alot of things with us uh..like schs and stuffs..we ask they ans..

2nd day- aliwal street(call tyme for art at 4 pm)

well well..we just finish our first day of shoot at 7 plus..and now we have to like meet up to find alot of stuff..so as normal the 4 girls when to meet up like at 2..to find al tt..serious shit we were tired!.so we like dont care uh..we gt alot of things to do la..was rounding around bugis and asked farhan to come over bugis to help us out..and ya he did help..so we find everything..accept for aome small stuff tt like mayb diff to find uh..proceed to location and ya the others was there..waiting of the other part of the crews..chill chill, lepak lepak uh..smoke uh aper lagi siol..night came..cause this scence hv to take during night tyme..so we overnyte..hahas..gerek per..but it was delayed uh..cause raining!..rain la sial.delayed till like 1 am plus..were bored la kn..so smoked while listening to ghost story tt been given by all of us who were nt doing anything..hahahs..scary la siol..but gt one part i kena uh..i was doin art stuff alone..back at the alley..but gaffers and the camera mans were there and ya my members was there standing bhind talking..i was at the front wiping the table uh..and den i was like wtf! wth is tt sial standing..aku dah la mcm tk leh kene terperanjat..klau kena rabak nye jek menangis aku..i was like ok..just wipe and i was like concentrating on wad my members were talking uh but den worst la sial..getting nearer and like tapped the table like twice and ya breathing heavily too..cibai!..den i was like ok fuck! move away la..den straight to fadhil oi and ya told him everything 7-11..go back and ya proceed..was fucking tired sial..slept over there like org tk de rumah nye case..slept over til like 8 plus..den went home..and call tyme for later was like at 530..but was late.

3rd day FINAL -aliwal street (call tyme for all 5.30 pm)

was like fucking tired like hell sial..meet nurul at 545..reach location at around 6 plus..but nth happen la..cause hahahs..no one knows aniwaes..cause we reached there some crew were nt there yet and ya some of them were eating..lapar la sial..ouh well..all ended up well..lagi lagi FX!..hahahs..gerek..i didnt hv ani confidence uh for the blood shot..cause im the one who made the blood tgt with mar..and both of us we like pressure uh..scared tt thing nvr happen..but luckily we put powder over the cast shirt to cover some blood uh..conti conti oi!.. so when the gun shot, the pressure we applied for the blood to shoot out was like blowing the powder and the shot was like best uh!...pressure for blood over!..fighting scene was at the alley, FX was needed again..hahahs..made the whole body of syed azmir full of bruises, blood, and ya dirty his shirt..lols..we were like disturbing hym to like make his shoe dirty and he was like wth! dont sia!..ahahs..and he need to put some blood in his mouth and i was like pour alot sial..but was gd uh..he gt to cough out alot of blood..fizah nizam was his so called gf in the shoot and i hv to pour over blood on her hair and let it flow to the face and to the floor..my hands was like covering with this red thing for like 3 days sial..it was finally a wrap at 6 am plus..packed everything..

today- after shoot bugis

i was looking for my adik kesayangan aku, when i said his name den he timbul..hahahs..he was fucking tired uh..i olso siol..i gave hym the massage over at his neck..sweaty la his body..eeeee...but nvm la use to it la with all the sweats..but nt his..gt other ppl olso..lepak over the aliwal street while waiting for transport for the stuffs to send over to sch.bro wanted to eat choc..so i was like okay come i buy for u..he was like complaining ":

"im fucking tired la, im fucking hungry la isty, im fucking missing my mom and dad la isty."

and i was like "ouh nt tt gerl uh..?" (cant say out the name uh..)

den he said" nope i want to forget everything abt her..make me pressure only."

and i said.." tau tk per..pressure la ko lagi.."

den he said" no no..promise i nvr.."

and i said.." ya right, u already broke the promised tt uve made with me sial..fucking angry sial with u.." - aniwaes he got a fucking scolding frm me on the 2nd day shoot for tt..hahahs..sorry la.!

den he said" im stress sial..sorry la."

den silence..

went to 7-11 with hym and he like taking chocolate la..chips la..he was like fucking hungry..can see sial..walked to where the crew is sitting and shared the food..and ya cigs another pack sial..kimak!..rabak per..goofy called me over to gv the massage..and i gv la..den finish already rezza call me to gv hym.cibai my hand tired la sial..but they said i do pain uh..but they gt to tahan to like get the freshness in their body..hahahs..

lorry and van came..put all stuff in..and we hv to return a stool over at the bugis street near one church..tired like hell was sitting there..only me, nurul, yati, sammy, fina and imran(aidil's fren) was there..so i was like bored and i said this..i think i said this uh..

"eh take laughing gas!..lincah uh.."
fina didnt take it but she only smokes..so only the 4 of us take uh..

yati said: " after finish sniffing, jump as high as possible. confrim drop nye and ya high la sial!"

and we did la sial..we laugh non-stop!..LOL!.. take anothe shot..another one until the final part..more best..nurul, sammy and me were taking the last spray tgt uh..at nurul's shirt and ya la sial..so high until we trip on each other and lie on other on the floor..were laughing non-stop..cibai..!!went over to burger king to eat..den imran help me carry the mahjong table over to hougang..sorry imran..thanks aniwae!..hahahs..eh i promise sial to u, i will get her number for u..when i get it i tell u uh..=P and one more thing imran, dont tell hym i take laughing gas sial..confrim kene maki nye..thanks uh eh!=D..ok ok..i want to proceed to like take a shower den go home sial..fucking tired siol..cibai..kanina..!..

ok ok chiao!.

gd luck to rezza for the brotherhood shoot..hopefully we can do it..everyone is a team man!~..


i wont be posting much..i will be busy the whole week..startin frm the day i know i hv to help in the FX and the make up and the art dept..