had shoot for this 2 days. finally having a rest over at production house. fucking cold sia.

for the first day, we went to yishun tgt with the classmates of PVA. ouh well had fun with my 2 darls. yati and nurul tortoise. lols. lots of laughter come frm us. fuck sia.

first day was tired. cause we didnt have the chance to like rest after sch. so we reach production house at 7 plus goin 8pm. and that was on thursday. production house is located near railway mall. cool sia. ahahahs. the art dept as usual went to location first as soon as we reach the production house. we went to toa payoh. thats the location. office scene. set up alot of things there although the office table was kinda small.

second day which is ytd, we had to woke up damn fucking early. art dept as usual go first.

had fun in the crew van with love. was disturbed by him and renny. lols. and i lost my voice from all the shouting and laughing. kinda irritated by them of saying bad of my favourite band vocalist uh. i was like wtf!. shut up uh!. lols. but had fun uh anyways.

i didnt have fun at night which is at the same day. i was like wtf! love was hugging yati. and i was like. wtf wtf!. i was like that all the way. gt down to location at woodland and i cried to nurul. nurul was shocked bt she knows why. told her everything and she told me she gonna tell love soon about this uh, but i guess its not the right time yet. cause love likes yati. i guess?? wtf wtf! what am i supppose to do if he knows about this uh. he been wanting to read my blog. bt sorry no you cnnt!

i'm gonna let you read this when is the right time came. and all here is where i confess my love to you uh!. i hope when you know about all this, you wont avoid me as we are classmate, "siblings" , best friend and crew mates!. no matter what happen im gonna treat you like i mentioned above.=)

love you love

nights ppl!


happy bdae to zambri anyway. =)

eh you know what.

i just notice that you're really cute!. lols. its someone else anyways. dunno who. figure it out yourself!..

lols.

but no matter what i still love the one.=D peace!

love you love!.

kinda bored today. whole family was out of singapore. eh, you ppl should stay in singapore to celebrate the nation's bdae and off you guys went to JB? lols.

didnt want to go cause i know definitely the place will fill with alot of vehicle and ppls!. and ya hot and humid too.! but i asked ma to buy for me my impt stuff. and i need a new eyeliner and a hoody. i told her that. and she said okay!. love you ma!

the guys in my class planned to go to JB today but it was just a plan. i think they didnt go today. they nvr went to sch ytd but they went out to town. went shopping i guess.

nurul tortoise asked me along to go out with her happy pills. cause i know most of her friends. but only the twins? i want to know them. hahahs. next time ok darling, i'll join you guys. the reason i nvr join you guys is that, i went out to fizah's place den off to grandmama's place and i need a rest as tmr i need to wake up early for photoshoot.

modkebaya the venue. will meet fizah nizam for the photoshoot. i guess she's the model. cause rezza nvr told me anything but just asking me to come down tgt with fizah. so okay. meet you guys there at 9am. its sucks when you got to wake up that early on your weekends for photoshoot.

den monday, have to come down to rezza's production house ( congrats to you for getting it!). clean it up. must be alot of work to do. aiyo!. but nvr mind. one big crew is enough to clean up the whole production house. the good thing to have that production house is that we can have meetings there and put the equipments there too. and we dont have to like put the equipments at the modkebaya and fina's place anymore. hahahs.=D

oh oh, heard that JB wasnt jam. overheard aunt said cause she just came back frm there.lols. i guess most singaporeans stays here to celebrate the nation's bdae. ahahsh.

happy bdae singapore!. i love you la!. lols.

ok gtg. going off. rest. tmr is like fucking long day for me. morning till afternoon.

and ya love, i miss you alot. contact me tmr can? please? hahahs. hoping for your calls or smses.=D

love you love.!


celebrating national day ytd over in sch. fucking boring. watch the football match played by our very own sch girls vs our very own lecturers under the sports and wellness. the girls played well trying to defence and strike the ball. didnt know that the lecturers plays well too. the lecturers scored 2. was dissapointed with the girls but they played well though.

ms rau and mr nic told us that we can go off at 11 am instead of at 12 pm. ahahsh. but nurul and i find it boring sitting under the sun at the sch stadium w/o doing nothing. ahahhas. so both of us went off at 10.30 like that. i planned to have lunch tgt. so we headed to tamp mall to hav our lunch.

sitted there for half an hour to wait for lunch time to come.

ok heres the part where i wanted to share la.

nurul went to the counter and order our lunch. before that came 4 sec sch girls sitted right near us. they were talking about us i guess..i dunno.=P

nurul went over to order our lunch and i was left alone. 2 of the girls went to the counter to order theirs too so left the other 2. chatting is what they did uh. then they shifted to the other table. they took their bag and left another bag at the original place. i was like eh girls your bag. but i just kept quiet.

nurul came back. i told nurul. nurul laugh out loud. she cant stand it. ouh come on la girls you girls sat opposite your original sit and you still cant notice your friend's bag? nurul wondered like why they nvr see it. both of us laugh till we cannot stop. the girls notice it but they dunno why we laugh. we laugh about you la!. the 2 girls went to the toilet, walked pass the sit and still nvr notice the bag. then they come back and still nvr notice it. and den 1 of the girl asked where is her bag. she turned and saw her bag under the table. her friends nvr take it for her. and came to it and took it back. while she was doing that both nurul and i laugh out loud to them. LOL!. she turn to us and show a face but we dont care and we continued laughing.

the girls went off and we still laugh. they saw. but who cares anyway. nurul was like keep on saying "drg bodoh ke pandai?" and i was like ya lah.

ok ok gtg!. bye love you!


i know i just posted a post like a few hours ago.

watched a mly movie over at suria. this part when the guy was answering his phone he said this:

the guy which is cat farish : hello hello hello, kau bikin milo!
the way he talked is like a lembot person talking uh (no offence)

when i heard it i was like WTF!.lols..i was laughing out loud in the living room uh. hahahs. cannot tahan.

alright gtg.

love you love!=D


first thing first.
sorry to nurul tortoise cause i didnt attend her sister wedding for today and tmr. sobbs! well smsed her to tell her that i cant make it.

second thing.
watched MTV awards 2008. Panic! at the disco won the style award and i was happy. i was looking for brendon and didnt notice him until i heard his voice. his face totally change. he's with beard! and he wore black spec just like mine( but slightly bigger) omg! beard? no way. brendon shave it baby! lols.

thirdly.
i'm confuse. i feels like confessing my love to him la. but i just cant. told asari about it and ya he wants me to just confess it. i guess i better confess it here. maybe one day i give him my link and let him read it. lols.

here it goes.
since the day when we got to know that we talk in msn since sec 2 and since the day we went home together almost everyday i started to like fall in love with you. i dont know why. but you're a nice guy that i ever knew. imran your fren knew about this and i asked him not to tell you but if he tell you i guess you wont believe him cause we been treating each other as brother and sister. since the day that happen in chalet i started to move forward to you. but you just didnt notice. its okay. after that i keep on liking you and start to care more about you and pay alot of attentions to you. i enjoy alot whenever i'm with you. you take gd care of me when i had probs. i appreciate it alot. really i am. even during sentosa wrap party. you know i'm scared and you saw me crying. you rushed to me straight and hug me. we hugged and held each other hands. and my hearts were beating fast and i know that my love for you is getting stronger.! omg!

told nurul tortoise about this and ya she told me to just go ahead and confess to him face to face. but i'm afraid la darl. i dont know what will turns up when i confessed. entah uh!. i dont know uh. i guess in him he wld just been treating him as his closest friend and his best friend. ya i do treta him that way but you guys know la when a guy treated you so good den what wld you feel girls? melting right. ahhh! i dont know la.

each time when i do something wrong, you hate it and gv me a piece of sentence. and when its ur turn to do something wrong i was angry i dont like it saem thing i scolded you. you seems care for me and ya i do care for you too love! you dont like me drinking those alcoholics drinks. you told nurul that you dont like it and it makes you want to start drinking and smoking back cause i did what you hate. you stopped smoking and thats great. you told me and nurul to stop drinking and you dont mind us smoking. ok well, i've stop drinking. my last shot was during the RSC block party. and ya i promise you i wont drink anymore. serious. if you saw i'm about to drink just grab the drink and throw. and ya i'm willing to hear all the scoldings.

i guess if i confess to you face to face i wld be laughing and nervous. cause looking at your face is like looking at something that can make me laugh at one glance. maybe if you know, it doesnt mean you gt to have the same feeling as mine. i dont mind anyway cause i know definitely you've been treating me like a sister and a close friend. well. im being understand. no matter what your feelings towards me is diff, i understand it. i dont mind and ya i still treat you as my bro and my close friend but dont ever ever ignore me when you know about this uh. cause i hate that kind of guys and attitude.

ok gtg.

i still need my cast uh.! couples please and a girl age at least 16 to 18 to act as phys co. and my couple wlb be age 18 to 20 at least. thanks.=D

i'm done with my script!