okay okay.

yesterday was like whatever day! sumpah mcm sial.

mr vampire, can you please don't get so stress up over some thing.?
I am so SORRY for what i did yesterday. i know i shouldn't walk off and leave you at a place that you don't really recognize well. i know i should be comforting you, but i did the opposite way. i was so mad at you for being so stupid, for being irritating, for being so stress up over some thing that you can take lightly. didn't i told you what to do. listen to me for once love. just once.

i've already helped you in anyway i can. i am so sorry if i can't do much. as i didn't know whats really happen between you and her. and i don't really know her that well. if i do, i'll definitely will help you and tell you what to do further.

eventually, i've asked you to go over her work place and talk things out. talk to her nicely and end the stupid quarrel with her. do something nice that can make her realised that, there is still someone who wants to be with her. she cannot run away from that problem, cause sooner or later she will realised it and maybe you too, that the commotion you've guys made is really stupid.

you never slept the whole day, just thinking of what gonna happen next, thinking about what is she going to do. i lied to you that i slept late cause of something else. well, i was searching for my earrings and yeah i was thinking about what is on your mind and all. after all, we're friends.

its a lied that i don't love you. its a lied that i want you to leave. i just want you to be here with me. thats all. i know i know, you're with her. but,... okay, i can't say much. but just one thing, i want to know what am i to you? is FRIEND still the name for us?

i am so confused! really i am! ugggh!
i've wrote a song. its a gift from me. but its the words in there are all the feelings towards her. can say its a gift for you and her. once it done with all the guitar chords, i will send it to you. :)

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M8! M8 madness for me is back! CB CB CB!

hari raya, wasn't like before. it changed alot. no dad celebrating with us for like twice. but i don't care.

in my head was only M8! even cousins can see my stress-ness over it.

next week, meeting. and the other week, shoots starts! uggh! lucky it was just for 2 days. or else.

loan forms can't be upload. bdh la. i need to go back to school just to get the laon forms signed!. CB!

okay im done!

LABELS: JUST GET ALL THE THINGS DONE LOVE! M8, YOU SUCKS!
MOOD: *EYES ROLLING*! CB!