uggh! i want to watch this! BUMBLEBEE! hahahs. i am so in loveeeeeee with BUMBLEBEE. dont know why. yeah i know that ROBOT thing cant talk. so!? lols.
sorry to aishah dear and azhar. cant meet you guys up today to watch movie and hang out cause i am so busy with the slides. you both know right? so next time uh i go hanging around mcm org giler ngan krg lagi eh. lols.
eh wait, i realised something!
i never went out for the past 2 weeks. lols! spending, rotting my day at home and infront of the com. uggh! at night became VAMPIRE. with no reasons at all. hang out with the hantus hantus of hougangs. aiyo! no life.

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sorry to nurul dear and kartini keciq gue, i cannot come down for the meeting yesterday. and yeah i cant go for recee tmr too. and yeah i cant help much with the props making.
just got to know this sunday 1st day of shoot. uggh! and that day i'm working. geram per! haik-dushh! aik-yakk!

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okay okay random part.
to fizah lullaby gue, capoeira will be starting soon in school. hahahs. tell me cause the teacher of mine is dragging me there. but im not too sure if i'll be joining or not. cause or else i'll be wasting my time not going for cca but busy shooting. yeah. so if you want to join, you tell me and i tell that teacher of mine.=) and sejak bler you minat that huh small kiddo? lols!

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this whole week working. and thats the reason why i can't make it almost of the days to help out with the props making and yeah recee. sorry!.

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this thursday night i'm off to batam. coming back only on staurday morning and yeah after that off to work in the afternoon. sial la. next week, school re-open. uggh! school again. and yeah can't wait to meet all the hantus of PVP! and hopefully i wont bump to any other bitches that i hate. very bitchy you know.

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TALK SHITS ABOUT ME. OH YOU'RE MAKING ME FAMOUS! THANKS ALOT UH HATERS! HAHAHS!

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WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?


okay okay. one more week to go to school re-open. hahahs. but well, i dont think so like going to go school. lols. but i have to. pitching week dudes! lols.

okay wait,
i am not spending my holidays that well, i think im going to fall sick due to sleeping late. everyday the latest time i went to sleep is at 7 am! hahahs. that time is like people are waking up to go to school or work but, NO to me, i'm sleeping. hahahs.

sorry to syak( i missed this fella alot!) as i didnt go with you to catch the movie dude. lols. its 10 am la. and im still sleeping and yeah i slept really late too!. lols sorry dude, next time okay we go tgt. hahahs=)

okay back to my holidays.
i spent alot of my time on the com to do my slides. really tiring and eye soaring. sakit siol! okay now the slides is not even done yet cause i forgot how to do the treatments. hahahs. doinks! luckily, half of it is done. only treatments left. TREATMENTS! TREATMENTS! TREATMENTS! AIYO!!!!!!
not only this slides i have to do. i have to spent my day working too. and hell yeah next week before school re-open. im working 5 days straight. no stopping. hahahs. only that friday off. hahahs. and yeah not only working. i have to go for meeting. meeting for the upcoming shoots with sufiyan this coming july. busy busy holidays i have.

oh oh, talking about holidays. im going off to batam yaw! this thursday night after work at 8pm im off to batam with aishah. shopping over there and yeah spent the night over at her mum's family place.=) yey! like finally i got to go there.
nk gi sane peh susah. i have to beg for the permission from mum. nk sgt gi kn batam, nk kene buat baeq uh. lols. thanks mum for allowing me to go! i love you! hahahs. i mean it okay. i'm gonna do something with my hair. straight it back and trim it abit.
rambot nk senget kn. hahahs. one side short, one side long and back concave. lols! hehe! i won't make it too short though.

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okay to you, i really missed you alot. the last day we talked on the phone was on the 14 of june. its been 2 weeks ive never been talking to you and meet you. i've been wondering if yeah, you still want to contact with me ke tk? i tried to call you umpteen times. but i just couldnt get through it. cause your prepaid low. i sent you msgs asking where are you and hoping that the next day i get a miss call from you and i can call you back. but no. each time i went to your blog to check out hows you and all. and it seems that you're fine(:. thats good. i missed the time we spent tgt with friends. i missed them too.
okay enough of this. if you happened to bump here, and read this i just want to let you know that i really miss you alot and i swear i love you alot. cravings for your huggs and kisses. its been so long. ): and i just hope you're fine and yeah see you around okays!=)

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I LOVE YOU ALOT!!!!







i am going to do something like this during the july shoot. i got to make it better even though i already know how to do it. sape nk!?




REMIXED ONE ABOVE



ORIGINAL ONE!


View Cumulative Grade Point Average (Cum GPA)
ISTY PURWANTY BTE MOHAMAD H S904****I

Academic Plan

National ITE
Certificate
in Digital Audio
& Video Production

Exam Series

June 2009

Cum GPA

1.930

above is my GPA points. wtf!

ISTY PURWANTY BTE MOHAMAD H
Institute of Tech. Education ITE Education 2009 January

STUDIO PRODUCTION (B)
DIGITAL AUDIO PRODUCTION (D)



okay at least i dont have to retain for DAP! yes! but i serioully not that happy with my GPA points! i dont! i am not happy! uggggh!

for final year i got to push up this stupid GPA of mine. irritating.

okay im off to do my slides. i'm half way done to it.

and to you! i miss you alot!=)


okay yesterday, went out to city hall starbucks to meet fina to do some plannings for studio M8. stayed up til 4 plus and met azhar. to teman him buy socks. kecoh, first day of work dah lmbat.lagi start pkl 6pm. hahahs. padan muker. tu lah saper suroh tk bwk socks gi kejer. mangkok. ni uh adeq kesayangan gue yang paling belo! peace azhar!=)

okay went home with empty stomach. and hell yeah no one's at home accept for bro. mee goreng dah basi. so dah tk bleh mkn. irritating. mum wasnt at home with the 2 sisters of mine. called mum to buy dinner for me and bro and hell yeah, nagging is what i got from her. mangkok!

she reached home and nag and nag and nag non-stop. standard uh, dah mrh, campk kt aku. suke?! thanks mum. i wasnt really in the good mood yesterday. mum with PMS, im still sleepy and tired.

why sleepy and tired?,
first, on thursday, slept at 7 am talking on the phone with azhar and have to complete my drafts for M8 to prepare my slides which is now is NOT even COMPLETE!
and then woke up at 12 to buy some stuffs before meeting aishah at my place. uggh! no peace at all. went out on that fri to august's chalet and stay up til 1030 pm. reached home and slept at 3am. ahhh!
2nd, slept at 3am dah tk pe, got a call from BANGLA at 830am! ahh! im sleeping dude oh come on! f**k off! after that woke up at 1030 am just to get ready to meet fina at 2. aiyo. reach home on that day at 7pm.

usually saturday night i reach home at 1am plus the latest and the earliest is at 1230am. and yeah yeaterday was the earliest one ever!7pm!

and i had no rest. slept at 4 again. and luckily this time i woke up abit later. woke up at 2 plus. haiss.

never talked to mum. ahh! who cares anyways. nk nag tk ikot mase. she thinks she's the only one who is tired and all. her naggings is always tk ikot topic yg kiter always gadoh. like yesterday we quarrel over pathetic food. and yeah nagged til money la, im not working la, im just like my dad la.

MUM!, SIMPLE! I AM NOT LIKE PA! (i just wanted to shout that to her. but no!)
I AM NOT LIKE HIM AND THATS THATS. STOP IT FULL STOP!.

UGGH! ME LIKE THE WAY YOU NAGGED. THANKS ALOT UH.! ME LIKE ME LIKE!=)


LABELS FOR THAT: LOSER SIA!
A BIG "L" IS ON TOP OF YOU!


overall, i still LOVE YOU!

and to YOU, I MISS YOU ALOT!





I AM REALLY F**KING BORED!


FLY KITE FLY KITE FLY KITE!
BLADING BLADING BLADING!
CYCLING CYCLING CYCLING!

FLY KITE FLY KITE FLY KITE!

okay okay i swear im bored. damn f**king bored.!

entertain me please.

ni part, i swear when i meet my friends, all the craziness that i kept now till the day i meet them (which is this fri and later-maybe), i will let it go to them till they give up. nk join? hahahs.


lets do the ALIFF RIGHT ROUND DANCE! (lols)-.-
woo hoo!~





i want this hair. hahahs.
but, i takot! not because of what uh. but ade uh!. hahahs. sorry! but i wont cut til this short la. I PROMISE YOU THAT. i know one but the old concave that i have now is still there. is only that, ah hah! i know what to do.

okay i swear i cannot tahan my current hair length!.

ive already cut it thin. (i cut it myself) still its not up to standard. (its not that i cut tk lawa eh)

told mum that i want to have an inner shave but, the reply is,

me: mum, i want to cut my hair. can i?
mum: go uh. why tell me? its your hair and your decision.
me:(hahahs, so i have the right to do anything to my hair) so, if i have an inner shave, how about that? (cheeky smile)
mum: you siao! no! if i know you're gonna have that, i swear you don't come back home
me: alah! stop it sey! loser!
mum: (whatever face)

right now, hair colour. i've becoming to fall in love with my black hair. hehe. last time, i would never dyed my hair black unless it obvious enough to the teachers eyes.

secondary school, hair colour is always red. auburn red, auburn brown, brown. being caught once. but there is always a solution to it. so for the whole year my hair has been auburn red. hahahs. once hair been cut short and hair colour is obvious, have to dye black. no choice.

during N level auburn red is back! hahahs.=) happy siol.

after N level auburn red plus few light brown highlights which turns out ugly and have to re-dye. aiyo!

ITE, always been auburn brown. examinations period, red. not so obvious red!
blond brown, caught not only once or twice but more than 5 times. dyed brown at the back and leave the fringe to blond brown with a bit of dark brown on it. still, kena caught. gave up, black. seriously darkest black. asian black.

hahahs. the good thing is that, stanger won't know if im chinese or malay! hahahs.

I WILL NEVER KEEP MY HAIR LONG AGAIN! NEVER.
SHORT WILL DO. BUT NOT TOO SHORT AT THE FRONT.=)

SHORT
+
BRUNETTE

or

SHORT
+
BLACK

HMMM...


yesterday was really random for me and aishah. went off to bank in my cheque and yeah aishah bought a new phone for herself. same model as mine! hahahs. change the back cover with each other. i ahd pink for the back cover while hers, blue! the world's ugliest colour in the world. even though my phone is blue. i had no choice! lols. went over to habourfront to chill. met fad, azhar and fad's friend; rin. entahlah, i dunno the name.

okay, restless. told him that im restless to day. serious! mcm sial la nari! ahh! one thing that idotic guy!
2nd tk de rokok. okay lame!
i swear on this coming fri, i'll just act as if he's not there. hahahs. aishah dear help me! ahhh! seram siol!
MINTK KENE REMBAT! HAI-YAK!!


today's label: STILL CRAVING and yeah RESTLESS!


okay!.

help me with this!. oh come on!.

damn! sial la.! sial peh jantan! ahhh! okay i swear im going for that chalet to celebrate augustine's birthday and thats it. no more than that. please i dont want. dont force me. =(

i hate people forcing me. i dont want you to become like the person that i hate alot. dont you abuse the love that i shared with you for 4 years as god-siblings. please. ahh!

simple. i have to make up my mind.

TO GO or NOT TO GO?

if im coming,
i swear, i swear, i swear! that im not going to do whatever you want. i wont. ahh!
ni part aku dah seram uh. i dont one this thing to repeat again! babi la!

if im not coming,
one thing i have to finish up my slides. and that it. tk mo kacao!. ahhh!


today's labels: BAD THING BAD SITUATIONS-TK NK REPEAT!

THIS IS WHAT REFERRING TO MY MSN PM! AHH!
i swear, i wont let this thing happen to me again! NO MORE!


hello!.

hahahs. okay. watched APOCALYPTO. in one whole day. lols. alone! at grandma's place.

i had porridge to go along with and yeah when aunt came back from work, i can smell durian! hahahs. so after porridge i had durian. hahahs.

i watched it not only as ordinary person who watched movie just for the sake of the watching it. but i was watching for the camera movements and the how the story line goes like. hahahs. kater bdk audio and video production. seriously since i join into this course i dont watched movie like i used to before. but now different. i was like concentrating on how they create those movements and all. okay okay stop it. enough. hahas.

honestly i dont even know that this story exist. ahahass. thanks to muji's tagged video that i came to know about this. and yeah to nurin to about posting about it in your blog. lols. i only know it by name since YOU told me about your group thingy. hahahs.

and i guess you guys should watched it. lols!

okay okay holidays just sucks! tmr working 1 til closing and thats it. hahahs. after that maybe meeting the others and trying to bump into YOU and friends.=)

AND ONE MORE THING I SUPPOSE TO DO MY SLIDES! but i didnt. too much concentrate on that movie. hahahs. okay okay. i gtg. going off to home! i'll come back tmr during work.!

I LOVE YOU! and I MISS YOU!
to the others cliques, i really miss you guys!ahahas. gi FLY KITE!


hahahs. hello!

okay just went to the class blog, and yeah just to re-check what time do i start school on monday. hahahs. i thought 1 to 6. but but, its at 1130 to 1 only! yes uh. happy sey. hahahs.

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and yes finally! end of this june holidays which is gonna be on the 3 of july, im going fly kite with classmates yaw! hahahs. fly kite plus bbq! yes yes yes! who's with me? hahahs. you can bring along your friends taht we know or you wants us to know cause maybe we can use them as our cast for M8!? lols!

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okay its been weeks eh no 2 weeks of not calling him and meeting him! tmr i'm working. maybe meeting the others. klau sempat i'll meet you and the others up. i miss you and the rest. lols.=)

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m8! ahh! i dunno either i'm going to pitch my old VP2 story or not. sial la. nk pecah otak lagi! eeee! geram sey.! give me an idea! oh come on brain work it out!

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haters! remember this, get your own life alright? =) enjoy your holidays while it last. bye!

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to YOU! i miss you!
to the rest, i miss you guys too!
i'll meet you guys soon alright!
hugss and kisses!

today labels: still cravings for his huggs and kisses!=)


okay look. i dont have any problem with you.
and yeah, the only thing you could do is just stare! omg!

you can tell your friends about it. but just remember if HE finds out that you TOLD your friends about whatever happens to you and him and me. omg! he's not gonna be happy.
i treats all that as a past and you didnt. wth! come on, wake up. if you still not happy with this, come on talk to me. you dont have to tell your friends and yeah, altogether stare me when i walked pass your table.
simple, i dont have any problems with your friends and yeah i dont want any of them to masok campor. get what i mean by that. if i can get over it, i think you should. sial la! all that happens for like so fucking long and yeah you can treat me as your enemy, i dont mind. seriouslly i dont mind. cause from what i know all this is over. dah OVER okay girl. dah!
before this, i got a stare from you by smiling at you. and now what, your friends stare me. thanks uh. the next time, i'm not gonna let all this happen anymore. look, i will make the line clear.
if you want me to leave him, fine, i will. no worries! you can have him back for all you want uh!. uggh! geram nye!

today's label: FUCK OFF HATERS! JUST FUCK OFF!








this time i was really bored. went over to youtube.com to check out some videos but eventually i wen on searching to LADY GAGA! . hahahs. and yeah alot of people had remixes her songs. so i decided to put here to let you guys check it out. lols. to know which one is nice. if none of them is not nice then, hahahs. at least i know the comments.


okay, HELLO!

bored at home doing nothing. cravings for his huggs and kisses! lols.
ahh! when are you coming back? huh? huh? huh? and when am i gonna meet you again! huh? huh? huh?

whenever i'm at raffles place or city hall, i always wanted to bump to you and friends. but no. lols.

simple, can you give me a miss call so that i know that you're back from your holidays. huh?

todays cravings: huggs and kisses from HIM!

okay one more thing. do not ever play with fire.
cause i hurt my thumb and my hands due to that. stupid. laen kali krg klau nk snort, anu sendiri! aku tk nk tangan aku hilang! ahh! blood blood! lols okay craps!

okay one more thing about that,
please la bler mau game. all that is childs play okay. one by one hate each other. simple, dah benci sgt kn. bunoh sua. kn happy ending for all. klau tk nk, uat bdh. those haters are simple, they make up stories about you cause they wants you to become popular. kn kn? get the facts from there. bler nk game? if all this continues it will never be end. kn dah susah, menyesal! stupid stupid. aiyo!

to aishah, you should know what i meant by this. *winks*=)

tk happy with me, fine! go ahead and hunt me. carik la krg. for what i know i made myself clear. still not happy, talk things out nicely. cause i know im the kind of person that people loves to talk with and share problems with. if krg ade hal ngan aku, go on and talk.=) no one will ever mess with my friends or myself. i hate this kind of people. simple, NO LIFE NO LIFE! ...

...

A BIG "W" IS ON TOP OF YOUR HEAD.
A BIG "L" IS WALKING BESIDE YOU.
A BIG "M" IS HANGING AROUND YOU.

SIMPLE, GET YOUR OWN LIFE HATERS!-.-


okay. saturday was fun.
aishah got to know that i lied to her that im working full shift on that day.
alright, saturday,

went over to meet azhar at dhoby ghaut. lied to aishah that i went there to get some stuffs and sent azhar off for interview. padehal padehal.
she texted me to tell me that she wants to meet me over at PS. i called fad not to come over at PS. lols. (he thought i went there for the audition. but no, i skipped!)

okay went off to raffles place after that. azhar wants to buy cake for aishah, but mum was already went off. hahahs. so no discounts yaw! hahahs. but eventually he bought the small one instead. hahahs. had lunch with him. and yeah proceed to the place that we want to make the surprises.

called fad and the others to know where they are. and yeah drg dah sampai. ahh! panic sekejap on that day.

worst! candles couldn't light up! ahh! benci uh gini! wasted.
but overall aishah love it!

the night ends really suckie! really sucks! uggh! damn! but tk per. babe, i'll make up the day for you. i'll make sure no one spoilt it alright! i love you!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!


this counted as the third post of the day! im done with everything today. still in school, waiting for my disc to get done with the burning. lmbt uh! ahh!

restless since saturday night. cause PMS! now still restless. worried of whats gonna be my grade for studio production and audio production. i dont want to retain for another 6 months just to get audio done. wtf! now what?

holidays is just giving me to taste some boredom. ahh! working and preparing slides for pitching when school reopen. and for your info paperworks for mini project is not done yet. its suppose to hand it in today but i forgot to do it and print it. and now, its too late. too late. sial la. i fail for paperwork. what a producer for studio. ahh!

later on meeting aishah over at town. uh yelah lepas school gi sane. sial la. ahh!

my day today started of with naggings from mum. nice one mum. me like. bright up my day with your smile at least. but no. you nagged at me about money.

mum: where's your 1.2k?
me: all gone
mum: what did you do to it?
me: nothing. i used it when i got no money.
mum: you dont lied to me. i know you've been spending alot to ciggs and maybe some other else.
me: well, at least its my money mum.
mum: and where's your pay?
me: its cheque, i havent got it yet. chill uh.
mum: now what? dont tell me you're late for school
me: yes i am. and im going now. bye.

what the hell. i wasnt really having a good mood for all that shits. and you giving me that early in the morning. oh come on! i slept at 3 am yesterday night. worried about paperworks. woke up and i got that kind of wake up call for going to school. thanks alot mum. i hate it when you're throwing your anger to me. ya lah, cause im the only person left in house what dah tk de org laen nk buang die punye kemarahan, die cmpk kt aku. i like. uh, mum mum.

dad been giving alot of problems. first, never even thinks about us. second been lying to alot of people. i labelled you as a LIER! LIER LIER PANTS ON FIRE! ahhh! if i ever see you, i swear im not gonna say, "hi dad!" cause to me, dad is gone. gone forever. boo!

hate me by all means. stare me by all means. kill me by all means. complain about me? go ahead cause you're making me popular. thank you! i gave you a smile in school and a stare is what i got? thank you. i like. goodness!

have not been eating well. i dont know why. saw food, and makes me wanna puke. yesterday's cooking was boring. and guess what. i had porridge instead. that would be nice. nurul have been notice my eating problem and tegor that i lost alot of weight and asked if i had a proper meal. and i said no. ahh!

this coming saturday, ahh! its gonna be secret till the day has come. sorry aishah!
goodluck to azhar for job interview on that saturday. and goodluck to me or working full shift. ahh!




to you, when am i gonna meet you again.? prepaid dah low. and i dont want to disturb you. cause you might be doing your own stuffs. i really miss you alot.

to classmates. happy holidays. enjoy it. any planning to go out together? bbq maybe? then i can enjoy flying kite. ahahah.

can anyone please BRIGHT UP MY DAY TODAY. please! ahh!




i want butterflies! me want it!

yes!
finally im done with the idvd thingy. ahh! and yeah tmr have to go to school again to burn it. sial la.

okay okay. bye!
im out of here, tata!


okay school holidays.
oh oh! hello! hahahs

well, i guess im fine for today i guess.
holidays back! and yeah, holidays is not like holidays. have to go back to school to get all the softcopies of the studio recording and do the portfolio. GRADED OI! and here i am in school updating. waiting for my turn to get all of the copies.

holidyas,
i guess i will be busy working and doing my next big major final year project. picthing again! ahh! sial la. pitch pitch. tk abes abes. but i dont care, i think i will be doing sudio for M8! hahahs. fina, here i come! hehe!.
okay,
happy cause i just caught my eye on the twilight: new moon official trailer. and i was so happy. i was shouting and shouting! september, who wants to come with me and watch it tgt? hahahs. yes! come on who?

Singapore Idol?
i guess, i skip it! even though dah register. ahh! its aishah's big day though. but im working la baby!. ahh! i guess, i'll come with azhar after work if i tk penat uh. ahahas. i'll try to come okay.=)

to you,
guess what, i miss you alot eh. eventhough we talked on the phone on last sunday night. tu pon like 1 hour plus. hahahahs.

okay,
so holidays nk gi mane? i guess, i'm gonna fly kite since i missed the day of flying kite with my classmates. sorry, eventhough its my idea, but i never turn up anyway. sorry!

okay i want to fly kite during the holidays. and yeah fishing too. saper mau join? gi ramai ramai baru best. hahahs.