Hello! Okay like right now i'm on location! Over at bedok. What the hell. Since yesterday night i'm having shoots. Really tiring. I've been not doing this for so long. And yeah back to the shooting craziness! Heh! Now i'm treating using my phone. Hehe. Wifi siols! Okay okay, good news! I got my phone back. The blue one. The bitch admit that she stole it when she's being caught using my phone with my number. And now i got it back, she took the sim card and the memory care away. And Fucked up, she delete all my stuffs in that card! Like mintk kene hiyakk dush! I'm still not happy with her. And i want to settle up this matter face to face. I don't know why must she took my phone away. Why me? What the hell did i do wrong to you until you do this!? Aiyo! Dengs! One more thing, i rejected 2 dates! Lols. Sorry! Anyways! Now wrap time! And later have to wake up early again. When is this going to end!? Bye uh!






i've cut my hair. slanted at the back. lols! i want it to be shorter. i'll do it. soon. i repeat very soon!

just now, i weigh myself. and hell goodness gracious!, i've loss alot. total up to 8kg. hahahs. now, 5kg more to go. lols. i dont know what made me loss so much. i think i didnt eat that very well, sleep really late, stress on some stuffs and i dont know what more. dengs! heh! aishah love had notice that face had change alot. and i answered to her : i dont know! (with the dont know face!)

okay im off to have a smoke. i've been sitting here for the past 4 hours. and i need a break. i repeat, I NEED A BREAK!

TOODLES!~




yesterday was great!. watch harry potter and the half blood prince with blood sis and bro! hahah. bro treat us to watch that movie. awww! so sweet of him. hahahs. part ni jer sweet. part laen laen, fuh! tk payah!. hahahs. overall, to be honest this series of the harry potter is not really nice to watch. draggy and yeah alot of question marks hanging on your head. unless you've have read the book, then you can understand what is that all about. i've read it and a lot of scene from the book is gone. and the movie leave a lot of people hanged. hahahs. okay okay. next movie i want to watch is HANGOVER! after that is NEW MOON!








on friday hang out with the 2 belo GFs of mine. hahahs. went off to have our favourite drink, ICE TEA and after that off to sheesha. its aishah's treat afterall!. THANKS LOVE! HEH!=) NK LEPK LAGI!

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today, suppose to meet mario and aiman to go to the gig. hahahs. but bros, hougang hujan so i cannot meet you guys up. meet kt kolah eh.! syg krg! lols.

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now i'm confused. one by one is having problems. me with non - stop of guys giving attitude and all. one have left me and came my ex, coming to me and yeah what the hell you want? lols!

aishah love with the confused state, of what she had done to a lot of people until the one that she cared for had gone wild. aiyo! i've been treating this guy as my bro, and yeah he did something really not acceptable to aishah and me. you find fault with my love, you're finding fault with her bestfriend here too. come on dude, generation of making the tattoos and all has already taken over from the youngters nowadays. now, all of us have grown up, so all that you want to do is already considered old not new!. dengs! after what you have done, you think i and her can still accept it? i don't think so dude. WAKE UP FROM YOUR LALA LAND!

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I'VE TRIED TO FORGET YOU. AND I AM, TRYING. I REPEAT, I AM TRYING TO FORGET YOU! THANKS A LOT!=)

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pitching was okay for me. now i need to make few changes and yeah i need to get back to nic to tell him the changes.

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NOW WHO'S UP FOR SOME MISCHIEVOUS ACTIONS THIS WEEK?!=)


im off to sleep.

nights people!

huggs and kisses!=)


i went blank today and yesterday!

went to civic centre to give tuition to ana with aishah love.

gave him a msg to meet up but eventually, it turns out diff.

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TO YOU,
i haven't been meeting you for so long. and when i heard your voice once again, i wanted to cry cause i know i can't forget you. i am really comfortable with you and you're the guy that i can really trust on. you've said a lot of sentences that made me change my mind on guys nowadays. but now, you're doing it. you told me you're busy with school works an i can understand that cause i, myself busy with my assignments and my final year project. BUT at least i didn't get myself into going MIA for so long. but can't you just don't make me feel hanging. i'm feeling hanging right now. confused. it makes me feel that i did something wrong that until it makes you MIA for so long. i was wondering what did i do to you that until you leave me hanging. hanging! and i know that, you know i cant forget you. i am trying to forget you. but eventually, i cant. i don't know why. help me by doing this. lets have a talk over this. cause if you think you've been treating me like a friend and wanting me to become a friend, tell me. don't leave me hanging you know. don't leave me in this kind of wondering state.

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right now i'm still doing my paper works for my pitching. one by one asking for help. when is mine going to end.? its okay. what a friend for kn?

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to aishah love,
i am really sorry to whatever happens to you. i know i've done it twice. and i really regret it a lot. i know that you;re a kind of friend that i would love to have. and i know i that i shouldn't have done it. i seek forgiveness from. and i swear. i meant my word love, i swear i wouldn't want to do it again. swear. if i ever break this promise again , just do whatever you want cause i know i deserved it. overall love, i'll treasure this friendship that we've build for 8 years. and i know you're the one and only friend that i can trust on, depend on and rely on.
overall, I LOVE YOU!

PS: I WON'T BE USING THE 92211... i have another number. so, if you, friends that doesn't have my contact number in the first place and if inever text you my new number please la, tag me. and i give you personally or email me would be better.=)

C H E E R S!








LET'S FLY KITES AND CATCH SOME BUTTERFLIES!




like finally, i got to watch TRANSFORMER 2 weeks ago.! hahas.
yesterday i have a long debate with husin. lols.
debate how stupid am i for falling in love with a robot and a patong over at 77th street. lols.

HUSIN, my problem uh if i want to fall in love with a robot or patong pon. aper dah!

seriously, BUMBLEBEE is cute. cute nk mampos.
and the patong at the 77th street is cute too!. hahahs.
maintain uh isty!
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randomly, the plan for yesterday were spoilt. azhar, ko tau aper plan tu. shh! SECRET!. hahahs.
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okay bye!





WHEN 3 BELOS MET!

camwhore over at civic's library.
I LOVE YOU!

the whole story before this, is a bit LOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNGGGGGG!heh!










i had fun with this peoples. hantus hantus ITE SIMEI. hahahs.
its been so long ive never been to cineleisure. so randomly i went there and met fizah and her boifiee. hahahs. i went there with azhar. bdk belo.!

this 2 belos (me and azhar) got no plans. kluar ikot sedap hati jer.
exploring the whole town area( not whole of it uh.) first stop, cineleisure, then off to heeren, then to cineleisure back, then to youth park, then to the other side of cineleisure, then to taka, then back to cineleisure again then to far east then to taka again. NO LIFE! aku ckp.

at the end met mario and the gangs at far east. nasib ader hantus hantus yag ni sumer to lepk. hahahs. no offence! love you krg! lols!

lepk lagi carik psl?

okay today, bought a new phone. thanks mum! ahh! i finish up my school pocket money that you gave me in the morning. just to get the phone. damn! alah. mati la aku!.
thanks alot to nurin. babe, i blanjer you mkn when dpt gaji. ahh!

TO YOU, finally i hear your voice yesterday night. i miss you alot. just want to know if you're doing fine. but eventually when i heard your voice, you sounded tired and restless. what happened to you? you know you can share your problems with me. i just want to know what happened to you until you have gone quiet for so long. dont do this to me. and i know, you know that i still love you.=)


this is simple.

you don't know that someone, and you begin to talk about him / her.
you started to confront this person who done nothing wrng to you and some more, this person is your boyfiee bestest friend. a close friend. really really close friend. and you just messed with the wrong person.
simple, get the fact. if you dont want strangers/ outsider to interfere about your relationship with your boyfiee, simple, just shut the F**K UP nad yeah solve it babe. if you can't solve it, try to find your own way. simple. kn senang, tk susah kn hidop org laen. mess with the wrong person, lagi jadi mangkok.
when we went out, we saw how your re-actions come when you saw the girl that you have messed with. you told your boyfiee you dont want to sit near her. i can see your re-actions.
i can see people lying, re-actions and attitude when first time met.
simple, i know you for like almost 6 years. including this year. i know your attitude towards people you first time met. lagi lagi BOYS.
please change!

why must in this world have this kind of people. can't this world have some peace?


I LOST MY PHONE! LIKE WTF! AT MY WORK PLACE! F**K! I SUSPECT MY COLLEGUE.! ARRGGGGGH! MCM NK GI MINOM JER!

TO ME: CHILL BABE!

WHOEVER WANTS TO CONTACT ME PLEASE CONTACT ME VIA MY ANOTHER NUMBER. 92211....
CONTACT ME THROUGH THAT NUMBER.



WHOEVER TOOK MY PHONE, I SWEAR AAND CURSE THAT, THAT PERSON IS GONNA SUFFER ON THE JOURNEY OF ANYWHERE THAT PERSON IS GOING.






TO YOU, PLEASE, IF YOU READ THIS, TRY TO CONTACT ME TO ANOTHER NUMBER.
TO MR HANDSOME, WHOEVER YOU ARE, IF YOU THINK YOU KNOW MY ANOTHER NUMBER CALL ME. HAHA! SO I CAN KNOW WHO THE HELL YOU ARE. AND IF YOU'RE HIM, I CAN ACCEPT, BUT IF YOU'RE NOT, FORGET IT DUDE. CAUSE I DO LOVE HIM ALONE. =)



OFF TO WORK.
LOCATION AT NOW: WORK PLACE!
LABELS FOR TODAY: STRESS! STILL CRAVINGS FOR YOUR HUGGS AND KISSES. AND YEAH GI MAMPOS UH NGAN ORG YG AMBEQ HP AKU!(GO AND DIE TO THE PERSON WHO TOOK MY PHONE!)


F**CK IT!