love has been sick for like a week. i dont know whats wrong? he dont even tell me.

worried for him. and i am still sick. cause of the rain. been walking under the rain for like quite some times. and thats the reason why im still sick. i told love about it and i got naggings from him. and now its his turn.

b, i told you so many time but you wont listen. now you're in school. simple thing for you to do okay. 1. if you cant take it, please go home. 2. when you're home, please take your medications. 3. after taking your medications, please have a good rest.

i know you're busy with your final year project. but you're sick. take time off from all that. take a rest.

i love you, you know. miss you lots!


just checked examinations results.
fucked it up. so disappointing. i guess my attendance bring it down. uggh!.

for what i know, i'm collecting my portfolio and thats it.

going to art sch is my 2nd choice. going to poly to take up art management or something that is going to do with arts and media is my 1st choice. but with the gpa points i have? uggh, i am so sure i cant make it!.

well, i guess, this is the time for me to do some paintings and drawings for my art portfolio!

damn, fucked it up! GPA POINTS, you sucks!


its been 4 days that i've been having this giddiness. its not like headache or something. its like a migraine. but it only happens after i ate. and i always wanted to throw up. even now i still got the feeling of throwing up. uggh! yuck! i guess i overworked my body too much. too fucking much already!.

the only thing i can do is that, drink alot of winter melons! yes uh!. and yeah smoking? it doesn't help it anymore. it just making me wanting to knock out soon.

okay okay. i gtg. uggh!. throwing up is like so sucky!

b, i love you(:


lets do some updates.!

9 dec,
my birthday! thanks for all the text wishes and from facebook too. thanks to fizah for giving me a "ridiculous" surprise and giving me the piglet. and yeah, that thing have never been separated from me. lols. thanks.

thanks love for the surprise call at 12 midnight. i love it!. (: b, you know that the piglet is you!(:

10 dec,
working as usual. by that day wasn't the brightest day ever. had a bit of misunderstanding with love. by now everything is okay.

11 dec,
working. was like fucking tired. and knock out soon after i reached home.

today,
off day for me. well, going out soon to meet dilly! aku rindu ko!. (:

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a msg to love:
this is what i always said to you w/o fail. i love you a lot. and thats what you said to me w/o fail too. now the only thing and the simplest thing for you and me to do is that don't we dare leave each other. thats a promised that you and i had made throughout the months we been loving each other(: b! i love you a lot a lot! (with the voice that i always made when i'm saying that, b you should know how)(:

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now i missed my friends!
b, i missed you!


1 more day to go!.

this is what i can't wait and i missed.

1, i can't wait what is love trying to do tmr and B, can i have my cheesecake plus javachip frapp, please.
2, i missed love.
3, i can't wait to watch new moon with friends of roxy.
4, i missed pv0801p.
5, i can't wait to pay my bills.
6, i can't wait to buy a new phone. JALOU here i come!
7, i can't wait for grad day!

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aishah dear, where have you been? i wanting to meet you and like talk to you. hang out with you all. long time never had all that. i missed you alot!.

chicken again! i am sick and tired of chicken. chicken chicken chicken. for all i care, the more i eat it, the more fatter i will be. lols. and i will become a chicken for all i care one day. uggh!

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okay im done.
B, i love you alot alot!. huggs!
i'm off for my dance prac.(:




now its over. i'm gonna missed them all. see you guys real soon alright!(:♥

LOVE is busy right now. but i had fun talking to you on the phone last night. you've made my day and night without fail. its been a long time i never had a nice laughter and thanks to you that i have a great laugh with you yesterday night. thanks love!.♥
just want to tell you this, I ♥ YOU!

working is for me now. no more school till i found one next year. (:

okay bye!