Wednesday, July 07, 2010 # Wednesday, July 07, 2010
i can count the days!
i can count the days! but i just pretends not to know whats going to happen next month.!
well, should i say? baby going NS! THAT'S REALLY SUCKS!
one, i can't send him off as his parents are doing that part.
two, i would just meet him only for weekends. and that weekends is covering up my weekdays of missing him!. and that's really not enough!
third, i have to get myself real busy!. real busy that until i can forget the weekdays are moving.
and as for this month, I AM UTTERLY BUSY!. only 3 days off in a month!. and that's tiring me out. i have to find a perfect day to do my portfolio. which is today. and i m going to do the drawing and next week, paintings after meeting dilly for some paints and brush. uggghhh!.
not part of my schedule.
my schedule for this month suppose to feel with laughter and some smiles. and of course spending my whole entire day with dear. and that didn't happen at all. i'm working and he's working. we went out only when i having my off. 2 more days of off to go. and after next week, i swear the whole week is for you baby. for you only.
i'm gonna miss you so badly that i can just burst into tears. :'(
