Thursday, July 17, 2008 # Thursday, July 17, 2008
ive changed? you are so fucking wrong!
not in the mood to like update my blog since sch reopen..but now doing my editing so i hv the chance to like update my darling!..lols..which is my blog.
ouh well i was fucking sad..cried in the class after what he had said to me.
he said i've changed and he was wondering where is the isty he knows..and i asked him why he said that..so he just said he wants me to know that i've changed..oh boy! you are so wrong..i didnt..you said i sounded like someone else..which is i think i am..but i dont. you said it out loud in the class and infront of izah..i was shocked..i fucked you off..i cried..i told nurul and izah about it..nurul talked to you and you said you wasnt in the mood. well LIAR!..you were so fucking happy sia in the first place..i asked you why you're so happy and you said you're just happy..fucking happy bcause of something..and i dont want to ask about it more..
when i came back frm toilet you came and called my name out and i said "WHAT YOU WANT!". you called the second time and i didnt bother to answer you back..den you came to me and asked what am i doing and i didnt answer you at all..you came to nurul and nurul asked you everything..cause i told her what you did to me in the class la.! and you said i'm sorry i'm just being straightforward..i've told you so many time that dont be so fucking straightforward towards girl..including me and the whole girl in the class..i have feelings too you know..
yes i know im just your sister and bestfren..ouh well im a gerl..every gerl have feelings..dont be like this..i missed the happy tots we have..
i think you've changed. not me..i guess!..
so fucking happy get to go home with you on wednesday..but the feeling when we went home tgt is so much diff..we hugged each other whenever we got off the bus and when going to our separate way. but the hugging were so much diff..like both of us doesnt want it animore..i was sad..so sad tt i cried at night.
i dont know why am i so falling for you.!? i was so confused!..ughh!. i dunno la..
if you happen to like read my posts, just read it..i dont mind. avoid me? i dunno. up to you.but we still in the same class until next year..and ya i guess you and the your girl problems wont end!.
-BLUEK!..fuck off haters!