should i just say i should go or stay?

eventually i can for go.(i guess) but how about you?

i slept at 6am plus going 7 am. just to think back, what really makes us to be in this way.?

both, is confused by that. is it your fault or is it mine? is good enough that i am not bad enough to be the bad one of the third party. cause i know, myself, i'm not like that towards anyone that i cared for and to anyone.

one thing i want to know. does she really understands you better than me? does she knows you that well? or do i know you that well too? she's just the opposite of me. OPPOSITE. TOTALLY OPPOSITE. and i notice that. she's the princess and i'm just me. just like my blog song, she's wear high heels and i wear sneakers.

maybe i understands you. just maybe. i can't say more. cause i'm too confused to think about anything. too much of stuffs to think. i can die of this!. uggh!

just tell me what to do. am i going to leave you? am i going to stay by your side, supporting you in anyway and comforting you when you're down? am i going to be the one who going to raise the white flag and say " you're going to be okay without me, stay strong with her, stay strong for anything. " am i going to say that? am i?

being the understanding and/ weak one here is always difficult to make the decisions. thats what i realised.

but these are the moments that i'm going to remember most
just got to keep going
and i,
i got to be strong
just keep pushing on,

yes its true i cried yesterday night. but why? i don't know. even a lot of times i said i hate you, its a lie!

so whats next? i don't know?



LABELS: SO LOST!
MOOD: SLEEPY AND TIRED OF THIS CONFUSIONS!