first thing first.
sorry to nurul tortoise cause i didnt attend her sister wedding for today and tmr. sobbs! well smsed her to tell her that i cant make it.

second thing.
watched MTV awards 2008. Panic! at the disco won the style award and i was happy. i was looking for brendon and didnt notice him until i heard his voice. his face totally change. he's with beard! and he wore black spec just like mine( but slightly bigger) omg! beard? no way. brendon shave it baby! lols.

thirdly.
i'm confuse. i feels like confessing my love to him la. but i just cant. told asari about it and ya he wants me to just confess it. i guess i better confess it here. maybe one day i give him my link and let him read it. lols.

here it goes.
since the day when we got to know that we talk in msn since sec 2 and since the day we went home together almost everyday i started to like fall in love with you. i dont know why. but you're a nice guy that i ever knew. imran your fren knew about this and i asked him not to tell you but if he tell you i guess you wont believe him cause we been treating each other as brother and sister. since the day that happen in chalet i started to move forward to you. but you just didnt notice. its okay. after that i keep on liking you and start to care more about you and pay alot of attentions to you. i enjoy alot whenever i'm with you. you take gd care of me when i had probs. i appreciate it alot. really i am. even during sentosa wrap party. you know i'm scared and you saw me crying. you rushed to me straight and hug me. we hugged and held each other hands. and my hearts were beating fast and i know that my love for you is getting stronger.! omg!

told nurul tortoise about this and ya she told me to just go ahead and confess to him face to face. but i'm afraid la darl. i dont know what will turns up when i confessed. entah uh!. i dont know uh. i guess in him he wld just been treating him as his closest friend and his best friend. ya i do treta him that way but you guys know la when a guy treated you so good den what wld you feel girls? melting right. ahhh! i dont know la.

each time when i do something wrong, you hate it and gv me a piece of sentence. and when its ur turn to do something wrong i was angry i dont like it saem thing i scolded you. you seems care for me and ya i do care for you too love! you dont like me drinking those alcoholics drinks. you told nurul that you dont like it and it makes you want to start drinking and smoking back cause i did what you hate. you stopped smoking and thats great. you told me and nurul to stop drinking and you dont mind us smoking. ok well, i've stop drinking. my last shot was during the RSC block party. and ya i promise you i wont drink anymore. serious. if you saw i'm about to drink just grab the drink and throw. and ya i'm willing to hear all the scoldings.

i guess if i confess to you face to face i wld be laughing and nervous. cause looking at your face is like looking at something that can make me laugh at one glance. maybe if you know, it doesnt mean you gt to have the same feeling as mine. i dont mind anyway cause i know definitely you've been treating me like a sister and a close friend. well. im being understand. no matter what your feelings towards me is diff, i understand it. i dont mind and ya i still treat you as my bro and my close friend but dont ever ever ignore me when you know about this uh. cause i hate that kind of guys and attitude.

ok gtg.

i still need my cast uh.! couples please and a girl age at least 16 to 18 to act as phys co. and my couple wlb be age 18 to 20 at least. thanks.=D

i'm done with my script!