sorry for not updating. i know its kinda the same thing always. but this time, and this fucking month, i dont really enjoyed myself only until i met the popaloc.

last month was a shit! a fucking shitty month for me. i lost my both phones, mum doesnt know about it yet, i dont have enough money to support myself, da is being the biggest jerk ever. uggh! how i wish that the leaves outside can be collected and change it to cash!

working hard to earn some cash eventually it will go down the drain. i have to pay my fucking 600 bucks phone bills. like wtf. spen my money to that.oh no! sial la.

my life now is becoming complicated. complicated to understand. only a few of my closest friends understands me.

the only things that i do now is that, wait for my mum's nagging, wait for disaster to comes, waiting for deadline of m8( which is like im going to do it so last minute), wait for just people to come near me and kill me.

grandma have left us. especially me ans sis. she leaft us with alot of memories that i cannot repay her and it's so uncountable. i missed her alot. now each day when i ate her favourite fries from mcdonalds, i will remember her. drinking black coffee, i will remember her. cooked fried rice using her style, i will rememeber her. evrything that i did, i will always rememeber her. her face, her smile, her laughter, her slap, her nags, is still in head. grandma, may you rest in peace. amin.

no the only thing to do is to chill and relax. i am so tense! and need some proper relaxation! uggh!

LABELS: DISASTER WILL NEVER END!
MOOD: SLEEPY AND TIRED